The Sweetes Girl ever! <333

We've been with each other for almost 3 years...
since were a freshmen until now that were already juniors,
were still with each other.
we've been through a lot of trials & struggles,
but were still holding on.
you're still the girl I've known from the start.

You were such a bubbly, friendly & sweet girl.
those are the things I've known bout you since then.
You were such a great friend that's why i enjoyed being on your company,
and felt happy on your side.

You're the girl that I've been with most of the time,
and we had so much good/happy memories together,
& I promise you that they're being kept & treasured here in my heart forever.
You know a lot of things about me,
even the deepest darkest secret I have! :D
Im so happy that its being kept really safe,
I trust you so much, dat's why there's nothinh i should get scared of.

We had a lil bit arguments, but still were fixing it up as fast as we can
& wont make it big.
I never get mad at you, I promise! :D
maybe sometimes I scold at you so much,
but believe me, im just doing them just because I care for you.
I dont want you to get hurt so much & be stupid with things,
when your heart is getting stuck on!

I know there are times that Im not being fair at you.
Sometimes I lie at your back.
But Im doind them for you,
for your own goodness,
coz i dunno how to tell you in person all the things your doing wrong.
Coz you were like my twin sister.

Im always here to give you enough strenght to fight for everything, correct every mistakes you've done, give you advises & im always here to back you up when you need me. I love you with all my heart, & no one can replace you as the SWEETEST GIRL EVER! without your kisses everyday, my day is incomplete. I love thw way how you hug me really tight & it feels like I never wanted you to let go of me forever.

Did I ever say thanks?

Did I ever say thanks for all the toys you mended, games we played, outings to the park, and the way you always tried to cheer me when I was down? Did I ever say thanks for the sacrifices you made so I could be involved in so many enriching activities? Did I ever say thanks for working so hard to provide for our family? Did I ever say thanks for having such faith in me and always being there when I needed you? Most of all, Did I ever say thanks for caring? DAD, I LOVE YOU

i know that I'm not a perfect daughter,I'm doing bad things,annoy you,disobey every rules you're giving me. I am giving you headaches everytime & everyday.
but dad, this day.
i will promise you that im going to be a very great daughter that i can be.

i will make you laugh & smile,
even in just a simple way.

we argue often,
but i know you're just doing it coz you care.
you scold at me,
throw painful words,
but those thing are making me realize how lucky i am to have a dad like you.

you were the best dad i have ever known in my whole entire life.

you were the first guy who gave me kisses every night & day,
& you were the first & last guy i will love for the rest of my whole life.

My Dearest Best Friend

I feel like I've known you forever
Although I only met you sometime this past year
But our friendship will remain forever
No matter what shall cross our paths and hearts

The best thing that's happened to me
Is finding a forever friend like you
You're there to listen, help, and talk to
And best of all, I know I can confide in you

Some say the best love is one sprung from friendship
So I feel this is why we should try
Time leads us in this direction
Should we follow on down the line?

Friendship and love are always intertwined
Too close which sometimes causes confusion
But if we don't try, we will never know if it was meant to be
But forever you will remain my friend

I don't know if this is going to work
I'm not totally sure we should try
But I have all these mixed feelings
Bottled up inside

I love you both inside and out as my best friend
And I know that you love me that way too
So when I say "best friends forever"
That even means when I'm saying "Goodbye, I love you, too."

Pls let me bring the bitter past i had with the guy i loved the most

In your eyes I see beauty
All that is wonderful in this world
All I ever wanted
And prayed for in a boy

In your eyes I see the ocean
Such peace you bring to the sea
I see warm waters in your heart
You seem to have that effect on me

In your eyes I see the sky
Never will it rain again
I see endless sunshine from your smile
This happiness has no end

Of all the things I see in you
And the many wonders in your eyes I see
I hope to be blessed with you
To look in your eyes and always see me

Being a Junior has started! :D

its june 16,2009

and the school opening has started,
im being a junior now and i felt really great bout it!:D

it was the first day of school,
and im a lil bit nervous bout this day.
i dunno who are my new classmates,even teachers.
when I arrived at school,
there's a lot of student outside,
everybody's chatting to each other & i've seen a lot of big smiles
on their face.

i was finding for my classmates when i was a sophomore.
i've seen them & went out on the car.

there's ALLYSSA [my classmate siince i was a freshmen]
who hugged me very tight,
and seems that she truly missed me so much.
im so happy to see them again.

we entered in our school,
and find our room,
were in 3rd floor and we entered in one classroom,
the section was RADIUM,
there are lots of students inside.
we sitted there and were so excited about the first day of school.

were 57 i guess in one room before,
but its not yet permanent.
so it made us feel really sad,
coz there was a possibility that our school principal
will set us apart.
they really hate us before,
so were really thinking that they're going to set us apart.

there are some kinda
7 boys out of our room,
and been transferred into the other room.
thank GOD, its not my classmates before.
after that, our school principal and adviser are talking to each other,
& our principal was pointing her finger on us.
coz were just in the same row.

but then,
she didnt make it.
our adviser was the one who decided to choose students
who's going to be transfered into the other room.

so if there are some students transferred into the other room,
from our room,
there will be new students in our room too,
it was like we just exchanged classmates.

at that time,
while they're exchanging students,
i was really waiting for someone to enter our room,
and he's JHED,
my ex-lover, i do loved him too but,
in my bestfriend's side,we got a problem to start a relationship.
ugh,it was a very long story.
i was really waiting for him at that time,
and i wish he will be transferred into our room.

i feel at that time that,
i wasnt incomplete without seeing him on that day,
or even he's not going to be my classmate.
i dunno why i felt that,
but i dont love him anymore.
maybe,
he just became a very big part of my life.
that's why i felt that.

and then,
while i was waiting,
THANK GOD!
he was transferred into our room,
and i got a ver big smile!
like this [^________^]
my day was brighten!lol
it was like,i really wanted to jump!
hahaha!

my best friend jerome noticed bout it,
he told me that
"HE'S ALREADY THERE,THAT'S WHY SHE GOT A VERY BIG SMILE!"
haha!
yeah,he's insinuating me!lol

i still got my old classmates when i was a sophomore,
till now!
and im so happy about it!:D

I wish that,this school year would be the really exciting for me!:D
i wish that im going to have so much fun being a junior!