Her Untold Feelings..

 -Please hold my hand & sit with me.

i need you standing beside me.

coz i wanna say something to you.

something that can set me free & go.

you can tell me everything you feel,

just like the way im gonna do to you.

i wanna escape from this feelings but i dont know how.

can you help me to? im gonna go with you.

& WERE TELL THE WORLD WERE FREE TO GO!-

[You're coming back, but sorry Im over you]

" I just miss someone. Someone who made me happy, someone who gave me the whole world.

someone who made me the HAPPIEST GIRL in the WORLD." -why you're starting to do this to me

again? 1. Holding my Hand tight, seems that you dont wanna let me go. 2. Hugging me like you miss me

so much. 3. Sitting beside me & tell me everything you wanna tell. 4. Make me laugh so hard, just like the old times. 5. I feel like you wanna stay with me for the whole time & have a serious conversation.-

So tell me now, why? Why you're starting to do these things again. I dont wanna give any meaning for these things, but you make me to. You got your new life, & you're way too busy with somebody else. I know you're Happy bcoz that's all you've wanted to have. So tell me again, why you're coming back?

All i know is, im over you & for what we had from the past is enough. Im happy with my life & were better off this way. i dont wanna be deep just like what we had before. I dont wanna get hurt anymore."

[Im Happy to be just the way I am now]

Hawaiian Love from da Big Island <333

My whole life has changed
Since you came in
I knew back then
You were that special one
I'm so in love, so deep in love
You made my life complete
You are so sweet
No one competes
Glad you came into my life
You blind me with your love
With you I am in sight

Boy, you opened me
I'm wide open
And I'm doing things, I never do
But I feel so good, I feel so good
Why'd it take so long me finding you
This is my story
And I'm telling you
It's not fiction
It's truly a fact
Without you right here having my back
I really don't know just where I'd be

I analyzed myself
I was buck wild
Never thought about, settling down
When all the time I knew
I was ready
But not with all my friends around
But boy I put you first now
You made me, helped mold me
Turned me into a woman
I'm so responsible
And I owe it all to you

God has blessed me baby,
God was so good to me when he sent you

I'm so happy

Share my world

i'm so in love, I'm addicted to your love, baby

[MR. Hayes]

[ you're the first Loco in my life! :)

I love the way how your hair looks wild & bushy,

but you're still hot & cute.

i dont care if how many scars you're gonna get on your face,

the perfection of yours is always on my mind.

 I love the way how you stare at me,

you're burning me down, coz you just told me im hot in your eyes. lol

i love the way you make me laugh with your stupid jokes,

even though we just met a month ago, i've fallen for you.

"I never been on your chest, but in my dreams im there.

your lips havent touched mine, but you always wish you do.

Your hands never been touched my skin, but you're always making me feel."

but now, you're here with me & were not dreaming anymore.

coz were living in Reality :)

im amazed that i met you & having you in my life.

i never thought that i'll be happy like this with you.

you're too much for what im asking for.

i love you so much & no one can replace you now.

i never been this kind of girl,

til i met you & changed my whole life.]

Happy Bday Granny :D

[she's CONSUELO MIRANDA]

she got a very nice name isnt she?

well, she's my Grandma on my Daddy's side...

she turned 84 yesterday [Oct 25]

if you doesnt even know,

she's one of my bestfriend :)

yeah.. she is!

she is my oldest bestfriend got..

when she's here & having a vacation,

were always talking to each other,

im staying with her everyday & everynight..

I do sleep with her &

we're eating at the same time..

only thing she's telling & reminding me is..

"wag munang magbbf hah?"

[im not allowed to have bf at this age]

& i promised her with that..

i didnt just promised here,

but im doing it...

yeah! i dont have any bf & im not planning to have...

im going to do what i promised to her :)

im ready to give up my happiness just for this old woman..

that's how much i love her...

for me, she's the one of the

MOST AMAZING LOLA in the world! :)

now that she's 84,

seems like there's nothin change..

she's still strong, she can work,

& go malling..

haha! yeah.. she totally loves malling till now...

i love being with her on the mall,

she's the one who's choosing clothes for me,

& the good thing is,

we got the same taste for clothes! :)

she's simple,

she loves bags, rubber slippers or even plastic,

she loves straight dresses or dasters...

& my most favorite bout her is,

she loves wearing shades!

hahaha!

i got a pic of her on my phone that she's wearing sun glasses!

hahaha!

she's posing on that pic & i was like keep on laughing at her..

i wish we have so many things to spend with each other...

i miss her now a lot even i just saw her yesterday...

 she kissed me on my chicks so many times yesterday,

before we go home..

that truly made me miss her even more..

I LOVE YOU GRANNY! :)

hey yeah! :D

RAWWWWRRR! :D lol

well, nothin.. im just having fun with those cute doodles! lol im totally bored right now.. so i just decided to write something here..

uhm, so lemme think what im gonna post up in here.. hmm, maybe the things happened last monday during our field trip.. yey! its great to put em in here..

even though i dont have fun that much.. the field trip truly sucks! its really boring.. i would rather choose the past field trips i've been.. my seatmate was my bestfriend "jerome"... it was kinda boring, but fine.. maybe i feel so bored just bcoz im lack of sleep & i cant even fall asleep coz my busmates are really noisy! especially my bestfriend! lol & plus, the bu is banging my head, so i cant sleep better.. we went first to "GARDENIA"
 where the most delicious tasty came from.. its completely untouched by workers.. we waited there for almost 2 hours! were just in the bus at that time.. while waiting there, i heard someone's playing "ONE TIME by JB" on the bus using phone.. so it completely brighten my day.. the big thing there is, everybody's singing! :D yay! especially girls, they are screaming like "WHOA!" hahaha! :D everybody's completely inlove with JB! :D when we went inside, it smells BREAD! hahaha! its making me starve too much! hahaha! i really LOVE BREADS if yah doesnt even know it! :D we watched a video presentation where they're showing how those breads baked well.. after that, we went to the place where they are making those breads.. its FREAKIN HOT OVER THERE! ouch! i feel like my forehead is burning! hahaha! its totally hot! you were like being toasted inside a BIG OVEN! hahaha! :) but i had so much fun there COZ I SAW LOADS OF BREADS! awww! i wanted to steal some.. they're still hot! im starving so much now.. lol after the GARDENIA thingy, we went to GREENBELT MALL.. i heard on the news that on GREENBELT 5, the rolex boutique there has been the watches were stolen the day before we have our field trip.. its closed when we arrived there.. that time, were supposed to eat our lunch, we decided to eat on a fast food chain coz bringing own lunch inside is not allowed.. were supposed to eat on JOLIBEE on GREENBELT 1, but our teachers called us to go on GREENBELT 3.. so we followed them.. while were on escalator were taking a lot of pictures wiff our english teacher :D we had so much fun at that time. we keep on posing up like retarded lol.. but poor me, i didnt bring my dgcam coz the lens got problem.. :( sucks! when we arrived on cinema, its still closed & its going to open up at 12 pm.. its too early so we decided to go around & find a food chain where we can eat..its me, camille, paulo & christine... while were finding, we noticed that every boutiques are closed! ahaha! so how are we going to eat... when we found a fast food chain, we looked at their menu posted up outside, WOW! the prizes are choking us! hahahaha! its going to make your eyes *drools* hahaha! we keep on searching but all of em are just having the same prizes! HIGH PRIZES! we cant even REACH THOSE FOODS! hahaha! i remember the BEEF LAZAGNIA it costs 1,300 pesos! OUCH! it feels like something bump into our head! ahahaa! :)) if were going to buy that, of course its individual, it feels like we just SWALLOW the money that easy! hahaha! :)) but THANK GOD! the girl outside gave us their menu & there's a rice & viand combination that we can afford! yay! were really starving at that time.. when we went inside, they keep on entertaining us.. they gave us free fish crackers that absolutely taste sooo GOOD! :D yummY! this is the funniest moment "the waitress came to us & asked what would be our drinks, she gave us the menu & we checked it out, we didnt even thought that the COKE IN CAN costs 65 pesos, but the regular cost of it is only 25 pesos.. i checked the ICE TEA, making sure if we can still buy drink when i checked it out it costs 75 pesos! i was like WOW! are these drinks are GOOD enough for US! hahaha! :D ouch! lmao then we were just like looking at each other at that time, we doesnt even know what to do, i cant even find the WATER word in the menu! hahaha! so paulo told the waitress, "uhm, can you just give us water? coz were not allowed to drink softdrinks, its too bad for us!" lmao i feel that i really wanna burst out laughing at that time! but i have to stop myself!hahaha! when the waitress leave, i was totally like! "BWAHAHAHAAHAHA!" i totally laughed like that! hahaha! :D we waited for a very long time there, coz were supposed to go back on cinema at 12:45, we waited for almost 15 minutes there.. were hesitating too much coz our classmate called us that they're already inside the cinema.. when the food arrived "WOW! it looks really yummy! its a FRESH BROCCOLI BEEF STEAK! my GOD!" but were supposed to eat them fast, the problem is... ITS TOO HOT!!! ouch! it feels like your tongue was burned! hahaha! i wanted to eat them all but we really have to go! pffft! so i didnt eat em all, my bowl is still loaded! :(( my GOD! im craving for it now! :(( poor! when we went out of the fast food chain, we hurriedly run.. but were full, im sure that it will cause HORRIBLE TUMMY ACHE! hahaha! :)  was totally laughing coz i cant even run fast! my tummy is heavy.. hahaha! :)) when we arrived on the cinema,its not starting yet & we waited for a long time.. "I WANNA GO BACK & GET MY FOOD BACK!" hahaha! :) im still starving at that time yah know! when the movie started, there are loads of commercials.. i wanna watch NEW MOON & 2012! i think its cool! :D 2012 is the end of the world! yay! kinda scary.. after a very long commercial, the movie that were gonna watch is GFORCE! eww! kiddy thing!i hate it & plus, i already watched it! so i decided just to sleep! hahaha! :)) yeah, i just sleep there, its cold inside & the chair is so soft! so i just sleep from the beginning of the movie till the end.. haha! i just get up when my lab you so woke me up to eat VCUT! :)) yummY! after we eat, i go back to sleep! ahaha! i had a great sleep there, when i get up & noticed that the movie is over, my hairs are up! hahaha! its obviously i just sleep inside! :)) after we watched, the teachers called us & said that were heading to intramuros.. BUT!!! it says in the memo "GREENBELT-malling" so what does that mean?? were not yet doing what's written on it.. were supposed to go shopping! so tell me why are we supposed to go back on the bus & were heading to intramuros for lights & sounds?? stupid people! arrgh! :/ when were on the way to intramuros, i ate delicious & tasty GRAHAM made by camille :D aww! i want more! i want more! hahaha! while im eating that sweet, my bestfriend is eating his lunch, he's serving me! :D awww! such a sweet thing of him! :D its traffic on the road while were on our way.. i wanted to sleep , but im enjoying the views :)) the MANILA BAY! yay! i miss beaches yah know :D it was like a bit long travel just bcoz of the traffic.. when we arrived there, my GOD! i cant even take a big smile out of my face... I TOTALLY LOVE HISTORY! :D there are old houses, they are really historical.. the CATHEDRAL CHURCH where if there are bishop who died, it will the the burial place, plus that is the church where the first president of Philippines had her burial just this year.. i really wanna go back to past! :D & learn how Filipino citizens survived in danger! :D yay! when we parked our bus, VENDORS are COMING! hahaha! :) they are loads.. we went inside the building of lights & sounds, we waited there for almost 1 hour.. i bought a hat, & its color white.. its kinda hard to explain how it looks like! uhm, it was like MJ's hat, but mine's is white! :D we took a lot of pictures everywhere.. in the stairs.. HEY! I SAW A GUARDIA CIVIL! yay! i just read about em on our NOLI ME TANGERE book! wow! i saw them wearing old style uniform! :D pretty historical! after 1 hour, we went inside the room where the light & sounds really are.. its kinda dark there but there's a lil bit of light that's pointing to LAPU-LAPU i guess.. wow! he's a hottie! hahaha! hoe got a big body! lol come on, he's just a statue! lol we sitted there for a while & there is a video presentation.. every story that tell there, there are examples of statues, arts & etc around.. the light will just point in the story that they were talkin about... i had a lot of fun there, i've seen so many statues that shows what happened from the past.. they were totally dressed up, like a real human! :) some of the statues there are kinda scary! hahaha! the big bushy hair of womans & the dead statues of man that been in the war! :D im with ALLYSSA at that time.. she's totally scared of them! yay! :)) we're almost inside that big big room for almost 1 & a half hour.. kinda long, but i never get bored of it! :D my favorite part there is where JOSE RIZAL was shot on BAGONG BAYAN that now called LUNETA PARK.. you know why im happy?? bcoz my crush is walking with me at the same time! hahaha! :D <333 & while were walking, im wearing the hat that i bought, he keeps on pulling it down! hhahaha! such a sweet guy! <333 :D im blushing! then on the part where RIZAL was shot, he's on my side & were both watching it :D were totally close! hahaha! wooottt! woooott! bwahaha! :)) after that, the last part was where philippines got its own peace! :D yeah! that's the last part.. after that, the big door opened & we saw the sun raise! :D yay! its been a long time we didnt saw the raise of the sun! hahaha! :)) when were already outside, we keep on taking pictures, pictures here, pictures there!:D i really enjoyed it... after that, we went back to our bus & we travel.. were going on a rolling tour in MALL OF ASIA, were just gonna pass it.. but were not going to g shop for a while! sucks! :(( we didnt shop on GREENBELT, then on MOA! :(( really sucks! while were on our way going home, i started to feel cold so i wear my new jacket :D yeah! i love the style! :D at that time, everybody starts to be noisy & have fun.. i want to sleep my bestfriend keeps on standing & fool around with some of my classmates.. so it was kinda bugging me out! hmmp! hahaha! :D me & my bestfriend started to pinch each other. hahaha! that's the way how we show our sweetness to each other.. pinching each other till your arm gets read & black colored! hahaha! that totally hurts actually! hahaha!:)) i just keep on laughing so hard & same as him.. but sucks! its too early when we arrived on school, its 9pm i guess... i thought when we arrived there, were ready to go home.. but i was wrong, there are some of my mates are not yet there & were supposed to wait for them.. we waited there for almost 1 & half hour i guess or 2 hours. i just ate my foods coz im kinda starving & i really wanna go home... 

so there it goes, i arrived on our house & arranged my stuffs for a while..

hide some of my foods, lol

& surf on net just for a while.. i fell asleep around 12 am..

tiring day! but FUN! :D

wow! this blog is soooo long :D

that's all! :)

its already 12 am here..

im gonna go to sleep :D

ONE LESS LONELY GIRL- JUSTIN BIEBER :))

"ONE LESS LONELY GIRL" official music video
[click to watch]
& fall inlove even more to him <333

[album]

JUSTIN BIEBER'S "ONE LESS LONELY GIRL" OFFICIAL MUSIC VIDEO

IS OUT NOW ON YOUTUBE!!

enjoy watching! :))

video released: Oct 13, 2009

SONG LYRICS:

There's gonna be one less lonely girl
One less lonely girl
There's gonna be one less lonely girl
One less lonely girl

How many I told you's
And start overs and shoulders
Have you cried on before
How many promises be honest girl
How many tears you let hit the floor
How many bags you'd packed
Just to take'em back, tell me that
How many either or's
But no more,
If you let me inside of your world
There'll be one less lonely girl

Oh oh
I saw so many pretty faces
Before I saw you, you
Now all I see is you
I'm coming for you
No no
Don't need these other pretty faces
Like I need you
And when your mine in the world

There's gonna be one less lonely girl
One less lonely girl
One less lonely girl
One less lonely girl
There's gonna be one less lonely girl
I'm gonna put you first
I'll show you what you're worth
If you let me inside your world
There's gonna be one less lonely girl

Christmas wasn't merry, 14th of February
Not one of'em spent with you
How many dinner dates, set dinner plates
And he didn't even touch his food
How many torn photographs I saw you taping back
Tell me that you couldn't see an open door
But no more,
If you let me inside of your world
There'll be one less lonely girl

Oh oh
I saw so many pretty faces
Before I saw you, you
Now all I see is you
I'm coming for you
No no
Don't need these other pretty faces
Like I need you
And when your mine in this world

There's gonna be one less lonely girl
One less lonely girl
One less lonely girl
One less lonely girl
There's gonna be one less lonely girl
I'm gonna put you first
I'll show you what you're worth
If you let me inside your world
There's gonna be one less lonely girl

I can fix up your broken heart
I can give you a brand new start
I can make you believe
I just wanna set one girl free to fall (free to fall)
She's free to fall (fall in love)
With me
My hearts locked and nowhere that I got the key
I'll take her and leave the world
With one less lonely girl

There's gonna be one less lonely girl
One less lonely girl
There's gonna be one less lonely girl
One less lonely girl

One less lonely girl
One less lonely girl
One less lonely girl
There's gonna be one less lonely girl
I'm gonna put you first
I'll show you what you're worth
If you let me inside your world

There's gonna be one less lonely girl
One less lonely girl
One less lonely girl
One less lonely girl
There's gonna be one less lonely girl
I'm gonna put you first
I'll show you what you're worth
If you let me inside your world
There's gonna be one less lonely girl

so guess what? He's releasing 2 more tracks on ITUNES before MY WORLD on NOv 17th. ONE TIME Acoustic Remix Oct 27th and FAVORITE GIRL Nov 3rd

you guys better wait for it!

JB needs our help!

Everyone need your help. Spread the word about ONE TIME and ONE LESS LONELY GIRL on ITUNES- We need to get them into the TOP TEN!!! thanks

lets keep on supporting him & let his songs HIT THE TOP! :))

more updates about him soon..

you guys better wait for it!
keep updated!

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click those link to follow! :)) 

Big Island <333 hawaiian love

this is what they called the BIG ISLAND in Hawaii

its the place where I truly belong..

a place that fits for someone like me...

a PERFECT place where you can unwind by yourself...

go ahead & relax...

enjoy every moment & cherish it...

its the place where i really wanted to stay...

to stay for the rest of my whole life...

there's no such beautiful beaches than on BIG ISLAND..

soon...

im gonna wear the PLUMERIA flower

as a sign of warm welcome in their paradise..

[a plumeria flower necklace]

im gonna hear people talking HAWAIIAN languages

that i really wanted to learn..

i do speak hawaiian language a bit

& im still learning it...

soon...

im gonna leave the place where I was born..

a place where i learned how to walk & talk...

its PHILIPPINES..

a place where i've met the most AMAZING PEOPLE

that completes the other half of me...

this is the place where i spent almost my whole life...

i've known so many things about it..

i had so many experiences that couldnt replace...

 

its the place where i grew up

& im proud to say im a FILIPINO :))

there's no such great people than what PHILIPPINES have..

the HOSPITABLE people are really great

& im so happy to say that i've been a part of it...

im just like them...

Q & A [from my bestfriend JEROME]

 

 Q: what is your first impression when we've met?

my first impression? were not gonna be good friends :))

Q: what is the greatest thing happened to our friendship?

everyday that were laughing at each other

are the greatest things happening to our friendship

Q:  when did you realized that our friendship will never end?

i havent realized it! lol

 

Q: what thing can make you remember your bestfriend?

everytime im seeing FROG lmao

 

Q: how can you describe me as your "special friend" ?

its pretty hard to describe you

 

Q: what thing can you offer to me?

my full attention :))

 

Q: why did you choose to make blog about me 

than doing other special things?

coz Its the only way I can say everything about you

that i cant say in front of you.

 

Q: what is the prettiest thing i've done for you?

the prettiest thing you've ever done for me?

uhm,, i cant remember..

 they are loads to remember

Q: dedicate the cutest song to me

there are so many songs i can dedicate to you,

but i cant choose what's the best one

Q: the fugliest thing i did to you

when we had argue..

because you told me somethin that really hurt my feelings ://

Q: one word that can describe me as me

"amazing" bestfriend :))

 

Q: if you can change one of my attitudes,

what would it be & why?

you're the first person who cries when everything gets in trouble

[ you tell to someone what you heard, even though you doesnt even know 

whats the truth ]

Q: what is the most wonderful thing you can do to me?

i can bring you to a place that you never been

[ i dunno where is it! hahahaha! ] 

 

Q: if you were given a chance to bring the past back,

what special memory is it?

i never wanted to go back from the past,

im excited for the future :)) <3

Q: what if i'll die later?

i wont cry, i'll go with you

Q: what is my attitude that you hate most?

 too much talking bout nonsense things

Q: what if im about to die, what thing can you promise me that

you'll finish till we meet again?

you're still my bestfriend, i wont get over it! 

 

Q: what is your secret that you never told me?

none, i guess so! :)) hihihihi ^.^

[ these questions were given last tuesday while were in the class.. i was sick that time till wednesday, my head's like gonna explode, it totally hurts & i felt that my brain is beating really fast! that totally sucks & really hurts.. my bestfriend called me for so many times when i was sick & begging me to answer these questions since wednesday.. i tried to open & update but i really cant.. so here it goes, i got it & its all done! :)) ]

goodnight <3

 

well... 

i had a very hustle day today & i've been under the heat of the sun

till afternoon..

but i had a great day today with my friends :))

i just wanna update tonight before i go to bed..

coz everything happened today keeps on coming back in my mind..

so i need to put it up here coz i know its going to be hard

for me to sleep with loads of things in my mind...

we had a municipal meet today..

its a whole division meet up  for all schools...

soooooo its really hard for us to stay in one place

with full of people...

i didnt take my breakfast,

that's why i starved too much...

but i was kinda lazy to go out & buy some food to eat...

 i craved for doughnut & friedchicken..

but poor me, we lost the doughnut vendor when we went outside..

even the friedchicken!:((

we watched every school's performances

& their cheerings...

HEY! OUR CHEER IS THE BEST AMONG EM ALL! :))

the choreography was hell yeah amazing!

after that, we went to complex to watch basketball...

but the game was postponed even the volleyball game..

it will be resumed tomorrow at complex & bethel academy...

we waited there for so long...

we stayed in bethel academy & just watched the game of

other schools...

i've been with my close friends & classmates...

i enjoyed staying there with em...

while watching the other school practicing,

i never thought that im going to be hit by the ball!!!!!

it hell yeah sucks!

it hit me on the right side of my face!

OUCH!

everybody looked at me & i cant do anything,

but just to turn back & closed my eyes...

the guy who hit me,,

is really CUTE!:))

hahaha!

so i didnt even get mad at him that much!

hahahahaha!

such a flirt! lol

in whole time i stayed there just watchin them practicing,

i was hit by a ball 4 times!

2 times on my face!!!

1 time on my head!!

& 1 time on my back!!!

such a stupid players!!!

arrgggghhhh!!

because of 'em i got a very horrible body ache!

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but hey :)) its okay!

i know they didnt mean to do that..

but i just noticed,

why everytime im watchin 'em..

the ball keep on comin on me,

seems that it really wanted to hit me!

even though my friends there,

they noticed it!

because of that,,

i got TRAUMATIZED with BALLS!!!!

arrrgghhh!!

i dont want any kind of balls anymore!!!!

hahahahahaha! :))

but yeah honestly,

i enjoyed staying there :))

hey!hey!hey!

when we are about to go home & waiting for jeepney's

we are all so noisy :))

& it made me laugh really hard...

my friends are totally amazing! :))

i guess i have a huge crush for someone!yay!

yeah.. i got a ver huge crush!

& ep!ep!ep! i am so lucky coz we're too close too each other..

hahaha!

he's such a nice guy at all!:))

when the jeepney arrived, the boys ride,

but girls didnt coz we doesnt fit anymore...

BUT WAIT!!!!!

i remember,, im the only one who's going to commute...

im supposed to ride on that jeepney coz some of them

are my companion!

my GOD!

how stupid i am!

my crush convinced me to ride,

but i rejected him..

he keeps on convincing me...

but i am soooooo stupid!

he's one of my companion...

so there's nothin i can do...

but just to keep on regret what i did!

he really occupied a sit for me!

arrrgggghhhh!!!!

i cant stop saying im really stupid!

huhuhuhuhuhuhu!

he didnt stop convincing me till he lost me in his sight...

damn that!

[so that's the only thing i really regret for today!]

sssoooooo,,

i guess that's all for tonight...

im going to update more!

ayt??:))

[btw,i've read my horoscope yesterday in twitter & it says that if the moon's going to how up that night, its time for me to change.. i waited for the moon but he didnt show :( i guess its not yet the time for changing who i am today & everybody's happy & contented for who i am now..but still im going to wait for the moon to show up this night..]

I never thought

you are my very bestfriend..
im so lucky to have you in my life & im happy to be with you...
i shared most of my life with you,
& we had so much time & great memories with each other...
since were sophomores, i treat you as my bestfriend..
you're the only bestfriend I have in my life & no one ever changed your place...
i trust you so much, & it feels really great to share all my secrets with you coz I know they're safe..
you're always there to listen to me every time i have problems..
you're the kind of guy that feels what i really feel even though im not telling you, especially everytime i want it to hide from you, but i cant even do anything to hide it coz you're gonna ask me "WHAT'S WRONG??"...
you're the one that can make me laugh really hard even in just a simple way...
even just seeing your FROGGY FACE it made my day brighter...
YOU REALLY MEAN TO ME & YOU KNOW IT!
IM SCARED TO LOOSE YOU, COZ I KNOW I'LL NEVER GONNA FIND SOMEONE LIKE YOU..
IM CONTENTED WITH MY LIFE COZ YOU COMPLETE THE OTHER HALF OF IT...
maybe i havent tell you about it...
but that's all i know..
YOU MEAN THE WORLD TO ME!!
maybe i havent tell you about that,
but that's the truth!

now,where are the promises we had??
they're breaking into pieces & i cant do anything but just to see them falling down...
those promises are being carried by the wind...
those promises we had will never gonna be a promise for me when the time comes it all fade away..
its been a long time we didnt talk..
its been a long time, i havent heard your voice calling my name...
its been a long time you didnt made me laugh & smile...
those big smiles of yours make me wanna cry coz you're still happy,,
while im,, im here sitting down all alone & wishing you'll come back...
i never thought that it will be this hard for me to see you happy with your new friend,
than can give you everything that i cant give you...
that you can call YOUR BESTFRIEND really soon..

I thought that this will last forever...
BESTFRIENDS TILL WE DIE
but i guess i was wrong...
i guess im the only one who wishes that...
BESTFRIENDS LAST A LIFETIME...
where is it? its gone?
im finding for the real one...

everything's changed...
everythign's gone...

the MOON & THE STAR,,
the MAGICAL CHOCOLATE...
where i truely believe everything about us started...
the friendship...

how could you ask me...
"ARE WE STILL BESTFRIENDS?"
i really dont know what to do when i heard you saying that to me..
i dont know how to tell you everything...
when I came home,
its thursday night & im on my way to our church,
i dont know how to hide those hard feelings you gave me..
suddenly, my tears fell down & i cant even stop myself form crying...
i never thought that it will be this hard for me...

i wish you'll come back really soon..
coz i know,
YOU'RE STILL MY BESTFRIEND THAT I'VE KNOWN BEFORE...

-ANJENIEL MIRANDA-

Sooner than Later

"YOU"

My desire is that you were here; here in my arms for eternity

Because when I’m in your arms; in your warm secure embrace

The world seems for once in harmony

I seem for once not in pain; nor sorrow or regret

You look into my eyes; filled with compassion and devotion

You kiss my happily surrendered soul; so pure and innocent

Our desire for each other; everlasting and or undying

When I’m with you I feel that I’m finally pulled away

Out of this world of insanity and madness!

I feel my heart beat rapidly when you look into my eyes

I take in your gorgeous face,

When we kiss I feel our two souls intertwine as one,

Running from reality happy to be living this dream,

Willing to fight the world to keep our soul alive!

You’re my lover, baby, Hun and best friend,

You have made my world surreal,

You made me content with myself; absolute

You have made me feel for once instead of agony; happy and love!

You gave me my life,

And I want you to know,

That I will always be here for you; throughout the good, bad, the tears, and smiles

That we will be together forever as one,

And my love for you is eternal; it will in no way come to its end!!!

[I fell in love with this guy. I've been in love with him for about 2 years, since the day I met him. I had so much to say and in this poem I think I got it all out. But words can't completely explain the way I feel for him.but as what it says in this lovely poem,its all that I really want to happen with him,but I know it he will NEVER be MINE.Maybe you can say that Im having my impossible dreams,he love someone else & not me.All i wanna say, Im just loving him quietly & im not doing wrong.But pls,tell me if im being so naive for this guy!]

First Periodic Exam is over!

im really tired last night,
but i had a great time with my friends,
classm8s, even close friends.
i came home around 9 pm,
& im really sleepy,
i tried to eat some dinner & watched exorcist 3,till i fell asleep & i forgot to turn off the tv.lol

i didnt review my lessons in math!
sucks!i dont know how to start answering,
coz i really dont have an idea what those f*ckin questions are talkin bout!
lmao
i have my calculator but i dunno what to do wiff that thing!lmao
such a stupid lil miss i am!
MATH IS SUICIDE!
that's all i know!

we had saturday class bcoz of that exams!
i hate it!
one day left to have rest & we will be back at school.

i wish that i got high grades,lol

She finally grown up

There use to be this girl I knew,
filled with hopes and dreams.
She lived each day with a smile on her face,
that no one could erase.
Things started to change,
and her family grew apart.
Distance was killing her,
she couldn't quite tell it apart.
Her so called 'friends' came along,
and she thought they could help.
Instead they brought her to depression,
and constant humiliation.
She didn't know what to do.
She constantly found herself alone,
only with the company of pair of scissor.
The spoke to her saying "Come with me,
We'll make the pain go away"
She did as she was told.
She let people tell her what to do.
She was stepped on...
Spit on...
But she thought it was okay.
The scissors toldher,
"Just do what you gotta do."
She stopped.
She didn't want scars.
She didn't want this life.
She was sick of the lies.
The betrayals.
She cried herself to sleep,
Thinking of her failure.
She might have been thirteen,
but she was a little girl.
She wasn't ready to take the world alone.
She couldn't stand unafraid.
She slowly started to pick herself up.
Her friends watched,
As she chose different people,
over them.
She didn't hate them for what they did.
She thanked them.
She finally realized who the really were.
They cried for her.
And they realized,
she didn't hold a grudge to her.
She was innocent.
But she grew.
Now she’s maturing,
and becoming agirl I knew she could be.