I never thought

you are my very bestfriend..
im so lucky to have you in my life & im happy to be with you...
i shared most of my life with you,
& we had so much time & great memories with each other...
since were sophomores, i treat you as my bestfriend..
you're the only bestfriend I have in my life & no one ever changed your place...
i trust you so much, & it feels really great to share all my secrets with you coz I know they're safe..
you're always there to listen to me every time i have problems..
you're the kind of guy that feels what i really feel even though im not telling you, especially everytime i want it to hide from you, but i cant even do anything to hide it coz you're gonna ask me "WHAT'S WRONG??"...
you're the one that can make me laugh really hard even in just a simple way...
even just seeing your FROGGY FACE it made my day brighter...
YOU REALLY MEAN TO ME & YOU KNOW IT!
IM SCARED TO LOOSE YOU, COZ I KNOW I'LL NEVER GONNA FIND SOMEONE LIKE YOU..
IM CONTENTED WITH MY LIFE COZ YOU COMPLETE THE OTHER HALF OF IT...
maybe i havent tell you about it...
but that's all i know..
YOU MEAN THE WORLD TO ME!!
maybe i havent tell you about that,
but that's the truth!

now,where are the promises we had??
they're breaking into pieces & i cant do anything but just to see them falling down...
those promises are being carried by the wind...
those promises we had will never gonna be a promise for me when the time comes it all fade away..
its been a long time we didnt talk..
its been a long time, i havent heard your voice calling my name...
its been a long time you didnt made me laugh & smile...
those big smiles of yours make me wanna cry coz you're still happy,,
while im,, im here sitting down all alone & wishing you'll come back...
i never thought that it will be this hard for me to see you happy with your new friend,
than can give you everything that i cant give you...
that you can call YOUR BESTFRIEND really soon..

I thought that this will last forever...
BESTFRIENDS TILL WE DIE
but i guess i was wrong...
i guess im the only one who wishes that...
BESTFRIENDS LAST A LIFETIME...
where is it? its gone?
im finding for the real one...

everything's changed...
everythign's gone...

the MOON & THE STAR,,
the MAGICAL CHOCOLATE...
where i truely believe everything about us started...
the friendship...

how could you ask me...
"ARE WE STILL BESTFRIENDS?"
i really dont know what to do when i heard you saying that to me..
i dont know how to tell you everything...
when I came home,
its thursday night & im on my way to our church,
i dont know how to hide those hard feelings you gave me..
suddenly, my tears fell down & i cant even stop myself form crying...
i never thought that it will be this hard for me...

i wish you'll come back really soon..
coz i know,
YOU'RE STILL MY BESTFRIEND THAT I'VE KNOWN BEFORE...

-ANJENIEL MIRANDA-