I never thought

you are my very bestfriend..
im so lucky to have you in my life & im happy to be with you...
i shared most of my life with you,
& we had so much time & great memories with each other...
since were sophomores, i treat you as my bestfriend..
you're the only bestfriend I have in my life & no one ever changed your place...
i trust you so much, & it feels really great to share all my secrets with you coz I know they're safe..
you're always there to listen to me every time i have problems..
you're the kind of guy that feels what i really feel even though im not telling you, especially everytime i want it to hide from you, but i cant even do anything to hide it coz you're gonna ask me "WHAT'S WRONG??"...
you're the one that can make me laugh really hard even in just a simple way...
even just seeing your FROGGY FACE it made my day brighter...
YOU REALLY MEAN TO ME & YOU KNOW IT!
IM SCARED TO LOOSE YOU, COZ I KNOW I'LL NEVER GONNA FIND SOMEONE LIKE YOU..
IM CONTENTED WITH MY LIFE COZ YOU COMPLETE THE OTHER HALF OF IT...
maybe i havent tell you about it...
but that's all i know..
YOU MEAN THE WORLD TO ME!!
maybe i havent tell you about that,
but that's the truth!

now,where are the promises we had??
they're breaking into pieces & i cant do anything but just to see them falling down...
those promises are being carried by the wind...
those promises we had will never gonna be a promise for me when the time comes it all fade away..
its been a long time we didnt talk..
its been a long time, i havent heard your voice calling my name...
its been a long time you didnt made me laugh & smile...
those big smiles of yours make me wanna cry coz you're still happy,,
while im,, im here sitting down all alone & wishing you'll come back...
i never thought that it will be this hard for me to see you happy with your new friend,
than can give you everything that i cant give you...
that you can call YOUR BESTFRIEND really soon..

I thought that this will last forever...
BESTFRIENDS TILL WE DIE
but i guess i was wrong...
i guess im the only one who wishes that...
BESTFRIENDS LAST A LIFETIME...
where is it? its gone?
im finding for the real one...

everything's changed...
everythign's gone...

the MOON & THE STAR,,
the MAGICAL CHOCOLATE...
where i truely believe everything about us started...
the friendship...

how could you ask me...
"ARE WE STILL BESTFRIENDS?"
i really dont know what to do when i heard you saying that to me..
i dont know how to tell you everything...
when I came home,
its thursday night & im on my way to our church,
i dont know how to hide those hard feelings you gave me..
suddenly, my tears fell down & i cant even stop myself form crying...
i never thought that it will be this hard for me...

i wish you'll come back really soon..
coz i know,
YOU'RE STILL MY BESTFRIEND THAT I'VE KNOWN BEFORE...

-ANJENIEL MIRANDA-

Sooner than Later

"YOU"

My desire is that you were here; here in my arms for eternity

Because when I’m in your arms; in your warm secure embrace

The world seems for once in harmony

I seem for once not in pain; nor sorrow or regret

You look into my eyes; filled with compassion and devotion

You kiss my happily surrendered soul; so pure and innocent

Our desire for each other; everlasting and or undying

When I’m with you I feel that I’m finally pulled away

Out of this world of insanity and madness!

I feel my heart beat rapidly when you look into my eyes

I take in your gorgeous face,

When we kiss I feel our two souls intertwine as one,

Running from reality happy to be living this dream,

Willing to fight the world to keep our soul alive!

You’re my lover, baby, Hun and best friend,

You have made my world surreal,

You made me content with myself; absolute

You have made me feel for once instead of agony; happy and love!

You gave me my life,

And I want you to know,

That I will always be here for you; throughout the good, bad, the tears, and smiles

That we will be together forever as one,

And my love for you is eternal; it will in no way come to its end!!!

[I fell in love with this guy. I've been in love with him for about 2 years, since the day I met him. I had so much to say and in this poem I think I got it all out. But words can't completely explain the way I feel for him.but as what it says in this lovely poem,its all that I really want to happen with him,but I know it he will NEVER be MINE.Maybe you can say that Im having my impossible dreams,he love someone else & not me.All i wanna say, Im just loving him quietly & im not doing wrong.But pls,tell me if im being so naive for this guy!]

First Periodic Exam is over!

im really tired last night,
but i had a great time with my friends,
classm8s, even close friends.
i came home around 9 pm,
& im really sleepy,
i tried to eat some dinner & watched exorcist 3,till i fell asleep & i forgot to turn off the tv.lol

i didnt review my lessons in math!
sucks!i dont know how to start answering,
coz i really dont have an idea what those f*ckin questions are talkin bout!
lmao
i have my calculator but i dunno what to do wiff that thing!lmao
such a stupid lil miss i am!
MATH IS SUICIDE!
that's all i know!

we had saturday class bcoz of that exams!
i hate it!
one day left to have rest & we will be back at school.

i wish that i got high grades,lol

She finally grown up

There use to be this girl I knew,
filled with hopes and dreams.
She lived each day with a smile on her face,
that no one could erase.
Things started to change,
and her family grew apart.
Distance was killing her,
she couldn't quite tell it apart.
Her so called 'friends' came along,
and she thought they could help.
Instead they brought her to depression,
and constant humiliation.
She didn't know what to do.
She constantly found herself alone,
only with the company of pair of scissor.
The spoke to her saying "Come with me,
We'll make the pain go away"
She did as she was told.
She let people tell her what to do.
She was stepped on...
Spit on...
But she thought it was okay.
The scissors toldher,
"Just do what you gotta do."
She stopped.
She didn't want scars.
She didn't want this life.
She was sick of the lies.
The betrayals.
She cried herself to sleep,
Thinking of her failure.
She might have been thirteen,
but she was a little girl.
She wasn't ready to take the world alone.
She couldn't stand unafraid.
She slowly started to pick herself up.
Her friends watched,
As she chose different people,
over them.
She didn't hate them for what they did.
She thanked them.
She finally realized who the really were.
They cried for her.
And they realized,
she didn't hold a grudge to her.
She was innocent.
But she grew.
Now she’s maturing,
and becoming agirl I knew she could be.